His motherās personality filled his mind completely, as he passed Pimpernelās and steered his way through the Saturday crowds in High Street. āHer natureās never had its proper fling,ā he thought. āNo wonder she treats people carelessly and ironically. Sheās like a great lioness whose only food for years has been rats and mice and skimmed milk! The mere brutality of that fellow appeals to her. At least itās something formidable and positive. I wonderāā āhere he paused on the pavement, just as he debouched into Chequers Streetā āāwhether she lets the brute kiss her.ā As this thought began to transform itself into an impious, unseemly image, he pushed a sprig of greenery of some kind that someone had dropped there, with the end of his stick, along the pavement, till he got it into an empty little space behind some railings, where a patch of grass was growing. āGod!ā he said to himself as he recognized this spot; āthis is where I read her letter the day I ate Yorkshire pudding at the Torpsā, and she first spoke about coming down here! If I hadnāt sat by Gerda that day and eaten that Yorkshire pudding and taken her up to Pollās Campā āā ⦠Iād have been free nowā āā ⦠toā āā ⦠toā āā At that point he tossed his thought away from him. āItās no good,ā he said to himself. āWhen Chance has once started things, a sort of fate sets in that a person
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