âAfter all,â he argued, âthose gulfs of watery blue up there are such an unthinkable background to all this, that theyâ ââ ⌠that theyâ ââ ⌠a trickle of saliva more or lessâ ââ ⌠a womanâs profile more or lessâ ââ âŚâ And then, as he watched those painted gigs come swinging once more round the enclosure, and heard the exclamations of malicious delight, as a chestnut-coloured mare showed a vicious tendency to back her driver against the rope, a sense of terrified loneliness came upon him. What could Gerda, or his mother, or anyone elseâ âman or womanâ âreally feel toward him so that this loneliness should be eased? Emptiness leered at him, emptiness yawned at him, out of that watery blue; and what pointed spikes of misunderstanding he had to throw himself upon before this bustling day was over!
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