say, the piano. So this is that very Von Sohn. He has risen from the dead, hasn’t he, Von Sohn?”
“What is happening? What’s this?” voices were heard in the group of monks.
“Let us go,” cried Miüsov, addressing Kalganov.
“No, excuse me,” Fyodor Pavlovitch broke in shrilly, taking another step into the room. “Allow me to finish. There in the cell you blamed me for behaving disrespectfully just because I spoke of eating gudgeon, Pyotr Alexandrovitch. Miüsov, my relation, prefers to have plus de noblesse que de sincérité in his words, but I prefer in mine plus de sincérité que de noblesse , and—damn the noblesse ! That’s right, isn’t it, Von Sohn? Allow me, Father Superior, though I am a buffoon and play the buffoon, yet I am the soul of honor, and I want to speak my mind. Yes, I am the soul of honor, while in Pyotr Alexandrovitch there is wounded vanity and nothing else.
I came here perhaps to have a look and speak my mind.
My son, Alexey, is here, being saved. I am his father; I care for his welfare, and it is my duty to care.
While I’ve been playing the fool, I have been listening and having a look on the sly; and now I want to give you the last act of the performance.
You know how things are with us? As a thing falls, so it lies. As a thing once has fallen, so it must lie forever.
Not a bit of it! I want to get up again.
Holy Father, I am indignant with you. Confession is a great sacrament, before which I am ready to bow down reverently; but there in the cell, they all kneel down and confess aloud. Can it be right to confess aloud? It was