Record Forty

Facts⁠—The bell⁠—I am certain.

Daylight. It is clear. The barometer⁠—760 mm . It is possible that I, D-503 , really wrote these⁠—pages? Is it possible that I ever felt, or imagined I felt all this?

The handwriting is mine. And what follows is all in my handwriting. Fortunately only the handwriting. No more delirium, no absurd metaphors, no feelings⁠—only facts. For I am healthy, perfectly, absolutely healthy.⁠ ⁠… I am smiling; I cannot help smiling; a splinter has been taken out of my head and I feel so light, so empty! To be more exact, not empty, but there is nothing foreign, nothing that prevents me from smiling. (Smiling is the normal state for a normal human being).

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