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Inflated by his own ambition, an ex-student murders a pawnbroker, then faces the inevitable consequences.

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When he had said this, he suddenly held out his hand to his sister, smiling without a word. But in this smile there was a flash of real unfeigned feeling. Dounia caught it at once, and warmly pressed his hand, overjoyed and thankful. It was the first time he had addressed her since their dispute the previous day. The mother’s face lighted up with ecstatic happiness at the sight of this conclusive unspoken reconciliation. “Yes, that is what I love him for,” Razumihin, exaggerating it all, muttered to himself, with a vigorous turn in his chair. “He has these movements.”

“And how well he does it all,” the mother was thinking to herself. “What generous impulses he has, and how simply, how delicately he put an end to all the misunderstanding with his sister⁠—simply by holding out his hand at the right minute and looking at her like that.⁠ ⁠… And what fine eyes he has, and how fine his whole face is!⁠ ⁠… He is even better looking than Dounia.⁠ ⁠… But, good heavens, what a suit⁠—how terribly he’s dressed!⁠ ⁠… Vasya, the messenger boy in Afanasy Ivanitch’s shop, is better dressed! I could rush at him and hug him⁠ ⁠… weep over him⁠—but I am afraid.⁠ ⁠… Oh, dear, he’s so strange! He’s talking kindly, but I’m afraid! Why, what am I afraid of?⁠ ⁠…”

“Oh, Rodya, you wouldn’t believe,” she began suddenly, in haste to answer his words to her, “how unhappy Dounia and I were yesterday! Now that it’s all over and done with and we are quite happy again⁠—I can tell you. Fancy, we ran here almost straight from the train to embrace you and that woman⁠—ah, here she is! Good morning, Nastasya!⁠ ⁠… She told us at once that you were lying in a high fever and had just run away from the doctor in delirium, and they were looking for you in the streets. You can’t imagine how we felt! I couldn’t help thinking of the tragic end of Lieutenant Potanchikov, a friend of your father’s⁠—you can’t remember him, Rodya⁠—who ran out in the same way in a high fever and fell into the well in the courtyard and they couldn’t pull him out till next day. Of course, we exaggerated things. We were on the point of rushing to find Pyotr Petrovitch to ask him to help.⁠ ⁠…

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