āThat in my own house I persecuted a defenceless girl and āinsulted her with my infamous proposalsāā āis that it? (I am anticipating you.) But youāve only to assume that I, too, am a man et nihil humanum ā āā ⦠in a word, that I am capable of being attracted and falling in love (which does not depend on our will), then everything can be explained in the most natural manner. The question is, am I a monster, or am I myself a victim? And what if I am a victim? In proposing to the object of my passion to elope with me to America or Switzerland, I may have cherished the deepest respect for her and may have thought that I was promoting our mutual happiness! Reason is the slave of passion, you know; why, probably, I was doing more harm to myself than anyone!ā
āBut thatās not the point,ā Raskolnikov interrupted with disgust. āItās simply that whether you are right or wrong, we dislike you. We donāt want to have anything to do with you. We show you the door. Go out!ā
SvidrigaĆÆlov broke into a sudden laugh.