ā€œThat in my own house I persecuted a defenceless girl and ā€˜insulted her with my infamous proposals’⁠—is that it? (I am anticipating you.) But you’ve only to assume that I, too, am a man et nihil humanum ā ā€Šā ā€¦ in a word, that I am capable of being attracted and falling in love (which does not depend on our will), then everything can be explained in the most natural manner. The question is, am I a monster, or am I myself a victim? And what if I am a victim? In proposing to the object of my passion to elope with me to America or Switzerland, I may have cherished the deepest respect for her and may have thought that I was promoting our mutual happiness! Reason is the slave of passion, you know; why, probably, I was doing more harm to myself than anyone!ā€

ā€œBut that’s not the point,ā€ Raskolnikov interrupted with disgust. ā€œIt’s simply that whether you are right or wrong, we dislike you. We don’t want to have anything to do with you. We show you the door. Go out!ā€

SvidrigaĆÆlov broke into a sudden laugh.

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