Through the beaming smile with which he regarded me as he reasoned thus, there now broke forth a look of disinterested benevolence quite astonishing.
âBesides,â he said, pursuing his argument in his tone of lighthearted conviction, âif I donât go anywhere for painâ âwhich would be a perversion of the intention of my being, and a monstrous thing to doâ âwhy should I go anywhere to be the cause of pain? If I went to see our young friends in their present ill-regulated state of mind, I should give them pain. The associations with me would be disagreeable. They might say, âThis is the man who had pounds and who canât pay pounds,â which I canât, of course; nothing could be more out of the question! Then kindness requires that I shouldnât go near themâ âand I wonât.â
He finished by genially kissing my hand and thanking me. Nothing but Miss Summersonâs fine tact, he said, would have found this out for him.