âSheâs rather a problem,â said Eleanor. âShe seems to have everything one can think of, lucky girl. A fan is always useful; sheâll be going to a lot of dances at Davos this winter. Yes, I should think a fan would please her more than anything. After our birthdays are over we inspect each otherâs muster of presents, and I always feel dreadfully humble. She gets such nice things, and I never have anything worth showing. You see, none of my relations or any of the people who give me presents are at all well off, so I canât expect them to do anything more than just remember the day with some little trifle. Two years ago an uncle on my motherâs side of the family, who had come into a small legacy, promised me a silver-fox stole for my birthday. I canât tell you how excited I was about it, how I pictured myself showing it off to all my friends and enemies. Then just at that moment his wife died, and, of course, poor man, he could not be expected to think of birthday presents at such a time. He has lived abroad ever since, and I never got my fur. Do you know, to this day I can scarcely look at a silver-fox pelt in a shop window or round anyoneâs neck without feeling ready to burst into tears. I suppose if I hadnât had the prospect of getting one I shouldnât feel that way.
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