What do you start for? Because I said passion? Well, I say it again. There is such a word, and there is such a thing—though not within these walls, thank heaven! You are no child that one should not speak of what exists; but I only uttered the word—the thing, I assure you, is alien to my whole life and views. It died in the past—in the present it lies buried—its grave is deep-dug, well-heaped, and many winters old: in the future there will be a resurrection, as I believe to my soul’s consolation; but all will then be changed—form and feeling; the mortal will have put on immortality—it will rise, not for earth, but heaven. All I say to you , Miss Lucy Snowe, is—that you ought to treat Professor Paul Emanuel decently.”
I could not, and did not contradict such a sentiment.
“Tell me,” he pursued, “when it is your fête-day, and I will not grudge a few centimes for a small offering.”
“You will be like me, Monsieur; this cost more than a few centimes, and I did not grudge its price.”
And taking from the open desk the little box, I put it into his hand.
“It lay ready in my lap this morning,” I continued; “and if Monsieur had been rather more patient, and Mademoiselle St. Pierre less interfering—perhaps I should say, too, if I had been calmer and wiser—I should have given it then.”
He looked at the box: I saw its clear warm tint and bright azure circlet, pleased his eyes. I told him to open it.
“My initials!” said he, indicating the letters in the lid. “Who told you I was called Carl David?”
“A little bird, Monsieur.”