However, I had a mind to see the old lady off; and, moreover, I was in an expectant frame of mindâ âsomehow I kept thinking that something was going to happen; wherefore, I could not rest quietly in my room, but stepped out into the corridor, and then into the Chestnut Avenue for a few minutesâ stroll. My letter to Polina had been clear and firm, and in the present crisis, I felt sure, would prove final. I had heard of De Griersâ departure, and, however much Polina might reject me as a friend , she might not reject me altogether as a servant . She would need me to fetch and carry for her, and I was ready to do so. How could it have been otherwise?
Towards the hour of the trainâs departure I hastened to the station, and put the Grandmother into her compartmentâ âshe and her party occupying a reserved family saloon.