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A Lebanese iconoclast emigrates to America and embarks on a quixotic quest for the truth.

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Al-Khatimah

“But why not try to understand me? Can you not find in my ideas the very essence of Bahaism? Can you not come up to my height and behold there the star that you have taken for your guide? My Truth, Jamilah, can you not see that? Love and Faith, free from all sectarianism and all earthly authority⁠—what is Bahaism or Mohammedanism or Christianity beside them? Moreover, I have a mission. And to love me you must believe in me , not in the Baha. You laugh at my dream. But one day it will be realised. A great Arab Empire in the borderland of the Orient and Occident, in this very heart of the world, this Arabia, this Egypt, this Field of the Cloth of Gold, so to speak, where the Male and Female of the Spirit shall give birth to a unifying faith, a unifying art, a unifying truth⁠—”

“Vagaries, chimeras,” interrupted Mrs. Gotfry. “Bahaism is established, and it needs a great apostle. It needs you; it will have you. I will have you. Your destiny is interwoven with mine. You can not flee it, do what you may. We are ruled by our stars, Khalid. And if you do not realise this now, you will realise it tomorrow. Here, give me your hand.”

“I can not.”

“Very well, then. Goodbye⁠—au revoir. In three months you will change your mind. In three months I will return to the East and find you waiting for me, even here in this desert. Think on it, and take care of yourself. Au revoir.”

In this strange, mysterious manner, after pacing for hours on the sand in the sheen of the full moon, Mrs. Gotfry says farewell to Khalid.

He sits on a rock near his tent and ponders for hours. He seeks in the stars, as it were, a clue to the love of this woman, which he first thought to be unfathomable. There it is, the stars seem to say. And he looks into the sand-grave near him, where little Najib practises how to die. Yes; a fitting symbol of the life and love called modern, boasting of freedom.

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