Dorothea waited a little; she had discerned a faint pleasure stealing over Rosamondās face. But there was no answer, and she went on, with a gathering tremor, āMarriage is so unlike everything else. There is something even awful in the nearness it brings. Even if we loved someone else better thanā āthan those we were married to, it would be no useāā āpoor Dorothea, in her palpitating anxiety, could only seize her language brokenlyā āāI mean, marriage drinks up all our power of giving or getting any blessedness in that sort of love. I know it may be very dearā ābut it murders our marriageā āand then the marriage stays with us like a murderā āand everything else is gone. And then our husbandā āif he loved and trusted us, and we have not helped him, but made a curse in his lifeā āā
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