“Don Raymond,” replied Agnes in a firm and resolute voice, “I love my father: he has treated me harshly in this one instance; but I have received from him in every other so many proofs of love that his affection is become necessary to my existence. Were I to quit the convent, he never would forgive me; nor can I think that on his deathbed he would leave me his curse, without shuddering at the very idea. Besides, I am conscious myself, that my vows are binding: wilfully did I contract my engagement with heaven; I cannot break it without a crime. Then banish from your mind the idea of our being ever united. I am devoted to religion; and however I may grieve at our separation, I would oppose obstacles myself, to what I feel would render me guilty.”
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