āNot at all? We shall see. Iāll take you there, Iāll show you my betrothed, only not now. For youāll soon have to be off. You have to go to the right and I to the left. Do you know that Madame Resslich, the woman I am lodging with now, eh? I know what youāre thinking, that sheās the woman whose girl they say drowned herself in the winter. Come, are you listening? She arranged it all for me. Youāre bored, she said, you want something to fill up your time. For, you know, I am a gloomy, depressed person. Do you think Iām lighthearted? No, Iām gloomy. I do no harm, but sit in a corner without speaking a word for three days at a time. And that Resslich is a sly hussy, I tell you. I know what she has got in her mind; she thinks I shall get sick of it, abandon my wife and depart, and sheāll get hold of her and make a profit out of herā āin our class, of course, or higher. She told me the father was a broken-down retired official, who has been sitting in a chair for the last three years with his legs paralysed. The mamma, she said, was a sensible woman. There is a son serving in the provinces, but he doesnāt help; there is a daughter, who is married, but she doesnāt visit them.
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