āCertainly not insult, but protest. I should do it with a good object. I might indirectly assist the cause of enlightenment and propaganda. Itās a duty of every man to work for enlightenment and propaganda and the more harshly, perhaps, the better. I might drop a seed, an idea.ā āā ⦠And something might grow up from that seed. How should I be insulting them? They might be offended at first, but afterwards theyād see Iād done them a service. You know, Terebyeva (who is in the community now) was blamed because when she left her family andā āā ⦠devotedā āā ⦠herself, she wrote to her father and mother that she wouldnāt go on living conventionally and was entering on a free marriage and it was said that that was too harsh, that she might have spared them and have written more kindly. I think thatās all nonsense and thereās no need of softness; on the contrary, whatās wanted is protest. Varents had been married seven years, she abandoned her two children, she told her husband straight out in a letter: āI have realised that I cannot be happy with you. I can never forgive you that you have deceived me by concealing from me that there is another organisation of society by means of the communities.
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