âBut, however foolish I may be, Rodya, I can see for myself that you will very soon be one of the leadingâ âif not the leading manâ âin the world of Russian thought. And they dared to think you were mad! You donât know, but they really thought that. Ah, the despicable creatures, how could they understand genius! And Dounia, Dounia was all but believing itâ âwhat do you say to that? Your father sent twice to magazinesâ âthe first time poems (Iâve got the manuscript and will show you) and the second time a whole novel (I begged him to let me copy it out) and how we prayed that they should be takenâ âthey werenât! I was breaking my heart, Rodya, six or seven days ago over your food and your clothes and the way you are living. But now I see again how foolish I was, for you can attain any position you like by your intellect and talent. No doubt you donât care about that for the present and you are occupied with much more important matters.â ââ âŚâ
âDouniaâs not at home, mother?â