He went back to the carriage, brooding. ā€œGo on home, Jordan,ā€ he said to the coachman; ā€œI’ll walk.ā€ And he strode out into the darkening lanes, caution and the desire of possession playing seesaw within him. ā€œ Bon soir, monsieur! ā€ How softly she had said it. To know what was in her mind! The French⁠—they were like cats⁠—one could tell nothing! But⁠—how pretty! What a perfect young thing to hold in one’s arms! What a mother for his heir! And he thought, with a smile, of his family and their surprise at a French wife, and their curiosity, and of the way he would play with it and buffet it⁠—confound them!

The poplars sighed in the darkness; an owl hooted. Shadows deepened in the water. ā€œI will and must be free,ā€ he thought. ā€œI won’t hang about any longer. I’ll go and see Irene. If you want things done, do them yourself. I must live again⁠—live and move and have my being.ā€ And in echo to that queer biblicality church-bells chimed the call to evening prayer.

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