He went back to the carriage, brooding. āGo on home, Jordan,ā he said to the coachman; āIāll walk.ā And he strode out into the darkening lanes, caution and the desire of possession playing seesaw within him. ā Bon soir, monsieur! ā How softly she had said it. To know what was in her mind! The Frenchā āthey were like catsā āone could tell nothing! Butā āhow pretty! What a perfect young thing to hold in oneās arms! What a mother for his heir! And he thought, with a smile, of his family and their surprise at a French wife, and their curiosity, and of the way he would play with it and buffet itā āconfound them!
The poplars sighed in the darkness; an owl hooted. Shadows deepened in the water. āI will and must be free,ā he thought. āI wonāt hang about any longer. Iāll go and see Irene. If you want things done, do them yourself. I must live againā ālive and move and have my being.ā And in echo to that queer biblicality church-bells chimed the call to evening prayer.
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