âWas it your son? I heard a voice in the hall; I thought for a second it wasâ âPhil.â
Old Jolyon saw her lips tremble. She put her hand over them, took it away again, and went on calmly: âThat night I went to the Embankment; a woman caught me by the dress. She told me about herself. When one knows that others suffer, oneâs ashamed.â
âOne of those ?â
She nodded, and horror stirred within old Jolyon, the horror of one who has never known a struggle with desperation. Almost against his will he muttered: âTell me, wonât you?â
âI didnât care whether I lived or died. When youâre like that, Fate ceases to want to kill you. She took care of me three daysâ âshe never left me. I had no money. Thatâs why I do what I can for them, now.â