Coming down! After all! Then she did existâ âand he was not deserted. Coming down! A glow ran through his limbs; his cheeks and forehead felt hot. He drank his soup, and pushed the tray-table away, lying very quiet until they had removed lunch and left him alone; but every now and then his eyes twinkled. Coming down! His heart beat fast, and then did not seem to beat at all. At three oâclock he got up and dressed deliberately, noiselessly. Holly and Mamâzelle would be in the schoolroom, and the servants asleep after their dinner, he shouldnât wonder. He opened his door cautiously, and went downstairs. In the hall the dog Balthasar lay solitary, and, followed by him, old Jolyon passed into his study and out into the burning afternoon. He meant to go down and meet her in the coppice, but felt at once he could not manage that in this heat. He sat down instead under the oak tree by the swing, and the dog Balthasar, who also felt the heat, lay down beside him. He sat there smiling. What a revel of bright minutes! What a hum of insects, and cooing of pigeons! It was the quintessence of a summer day. Lovely! And he was happyâ âhappy as a sand-boy, whatever that might be. She was coming; she had not given him up! He had everything in life he wantedâ âexcept a little more breath, and less weightâ âjust here!
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