Then she was alarmed. He breathed with difficulty, he looked terribly frail, white, with faint red discolorations. She had āhad troubleā with him, Goodness knew; but he was James, had been James for nearly fifty years; she couldnāt remember or imagine life without Jamesā āJames, behind all his fussiness, his pessimism, his crusty shell, deeply affectionate, really kind and generous to them all!
All that day and the next he hardly uttered a word, but there was in his eyes a noticing of everything done for him, a look on his face which told her he was fighting; and she did not lose hope. His very stillness, the way he conserved every little scrap of energy, showed the tenacity with which he was fighting. It touched her deeply; and though her face was composed and comfortable in the sickroom, tears ran down her cheeks when she was out of it.