Walking home towards Park Laneā āfor he was staying at his fatherāsā āwith the impression of Annetteās soft clever hand within his own, his thoughts were pleasant, slightly sensual, rather puzzled. Take steps! What steps? How? Dirty linen washed in public? Pah! With his reputation for sagacity, for farsightedness and the clever extrication of others, he, who stood for proprietary interests, to become the plaything of that Law of which he was a pillar! There was something revolting in the thought! Winifredās affair was bad enough! To have a double dose of publicity in the family! Would not a liaison be better than thatā āa liaison, and a son he could adopt? But dark, solid, watchful, Madame Lamotte blocked the avenue of that vision. No! that would not work. It was not as if Annette could have a real passion for him; one could not expect that at his age. If her mother wished, if the worldly advantage were manifestly greatā āperhaps! If not, refusal would be certain. Besides, he thought: āIām not a villain. I donāt want to hurt her; and I donāt want anything underhand. But I do want her, and I want a son! Thereās nothing for it but divorceā āsomehowā āanyhowā ādivorce!ā Under the shadow of the plane-trees, in the lamplight, he passed slowly along the railings of the Green Park.
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