âReally?â said the old man, smiling.
âBut, at times, I canât help thinking that I am wrong in feeling so about it, you know. Sincerity is more important than elocution, isnât it?â
âSometimes.â
âI want to explain all to youâ âeverythingâ âeverything! I know you think me Utopian, donât youâ âan idealist? Oh, no! Iâm not, indeedâ âmy ideas are all so simple. You donât believe me? You are smiling. Do you know, I am sometimes very wickedâ âfor I lose my faith? This evening as I came here, I thought to myself, âWhat shall I talk about? How am I to begin, so that they may be able to understand partially, at all events?â How afraid I wasâ âdreadfully afraid! And yet, how could I be afraidâ âwas it not shameful of me? Was I afraid of finding a bottomless abyss of empty selfishness? Ah! thatâs why I am so happy at this moment, because I find there is no bottomless abyss at allâ âbut good, healthy material, full of life.