āYou donāt know all, you see; I tell you there are thingsā āand besides, Iām sure that she is persuaded that I love her to distraction, and I give you my word I have a strong suspicion that she loves me, tooā āin her own way, of course. She thinks she will be able to make a sort of slave of me all my life; but I shall prepare a little surprise for her. I donāt know whether I ought to be confidential with you, prince; but, I assure you, you are the only decent fellow I have come across. I have not spoken so sincerely as I am doing at this moment for years. There are uncommonly few honest people about, prince; there isnāt one honester than Ptitsin, heās the best of the lot. Are you laughing? You donāt know, perhaps, that blackguards like honest people, and being one myself I like you. Why am I a blackguard? Tell me honestly, now. They all call me a blackguard because of her, and I have got into the way of thinking myself one. Thatās what is so bad about the business.ā
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