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nydus/The IdiotPublic

An epileptic prince becomes entangled in Russian high society.

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as you like⁠—that when that man stepped upon the scaffold he cried , he did indeed⁠—he was as white as a bit of paper. Isn’t it a dreadful idea that he should have cried⁠—cried! Whoever heard of a grown man crying from fear⁠—not a child, but a man who never had cried before⁠—a grown man of forty-five years. Imagine what must have been going on in that man’s mind at such a moment; what dreadful convulsions his whole spirit must have endured; it is an outrage on the soul that’s what it is. Because it is said ‘thou shalt not kill,’ is he to be killed because he murdered someone else? No, it is not right, it’s an impossible theory. I assure you, I saw the sight a month ago and it’s dancing before my eyes to this moment. I dream of it, often.”

The prince had grown animated as he spoke, and a tinge of colour suffused his pale face, though his way of talking was as quiet as ever. The servant followed his words with sympathetic interest. Clearly he was not at all anxious to bring the conversation to an end. Who knows? Perhaps he too was a man of imagination and with some capacity for thought.

“Well, at all events it is a good thing that there’s no pain when the poor fellow’s head flies off,” he remarked.

“Do you know, though,” cried the prince warmly, “you made that remark now, and everyone says the same thing, and the machine is designed with the purpose of avoiding pain, this guillotine I mean; but a thought came into my head then: what if it be a bad plan after all? You may laugh at my idea, perhaps⁠—but I could not help its occurring to me all the same. Now with the rack and tortures and so on⁠—you suffer terrible pain of course; but then your torture is bodily pain only (although no doubt you have plenty of that) until you die. But here I should imagine the most terrible part of the whole punishment is, not the bodily pain at all⁠—but the certain knowledge that in an hour⁠—then in ten minutes, then in half a minute, then now⁠—this very instant ⁠—your soul must quit your body and that you will no longer be a man⁠—and

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