âIt is not such a very dreadful circumstance that we are odd people, is it? For we really are odd, you knowâ âcareless, reckless, easily wearied of anything. We donât look thoroughly into mattersâ âdonât care to understand things. We are all like thisâ âyou and I, and all of them! Why, here are you, nowâ âyou are not a bit angry with me for calling you âodd,â are you? And, if so, surely there is good material in you? Do you know, I sometimes think it is a good thing to be odd. We can forgive one another more easily, and be more humble. No one can begin by being perfectâ âthere is much one cannot understand in life at first. In order to attain to perfection, one must begin by failing to understand much. And if we take in knowledge too quickly, we very likely are not taking it in at all. I say all this to youâ âyou who by this time understand so muchâ âand doubtless have failed to understand so much, also. I am not afraid of you any longer. You are not angry that a mere boy should say such words to you, are you? Of course not! You know how to forget and to forgive. You are laughing, Ivan Petrovitch? You think I am a champion of other classes of peopleâ âthat I am their
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