We moved on⁠—I was not at all conscious whither⁠—but at some turn we suddenly encountered another party approaching from the opposite direction. I just now see that group, as it flashed⁠—upon me for one moment. A handsome middle-aged lady in dark velvet; a gentleman who might be her son⁠—the best face, the finest figure, I thought, I had ever seen; a third person in a pink dress and black lace mantle.

I noted them all⁠—the third person as well as the other two⁠—and for the fraction of a moment believed them all strangers, thus receiving an impartial impression of their appearance. But the impression was hardly felt and not fixed, before the consciousness that I faced a great mirror, filling a compartment between two pillars, dispelled it: the party was our own party. Thus for the first, and perhaps only time in my life, I enjoyed the “gift” of seeing myself as others see me. No need to dwell on the result. It brought a jar of discord, a pang of regret; it was not flattering, yet, after all, I ought to be thankful; it might have been worse.

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