Waking about ten oâclock, he jumped wildly out of bed remembered everything at once, and slapped himself on the head; he refused his breakfast, and would see neither Blum nor the chief of the police nor the clerk who came to remind him that he was expected to preside over a meeting that morning; he would listen to nothing, and did not want to understand. He ran like one possessed to Yulia Mihailovnaâs part of the house. There Sofya Antropovna, an old lady of good family who had lived for years with Yulia Mihailovna, explained to him that his wife had set off at ten oâclock that morning with a large company in three carriages to Varvara Petrovna Stavroginâs, to Skvoreshniki, to look over the place with a view to the second fĂȘte which was planned for a fortnight later, and that the visit today had been arranged with Varvara Petrovna three days before. Overwhelmed with this news, Andrey Antonovitch returned to his study and impulsively ordered the horses. He could hardly wait for them to be got ready. His soul was hungering for Yulia Mihailovnaâ âto look at her, to be near her for five minutes; perhaps she would glance at him, notice him, would smile as before, forgive himâ ââ ⊠âO-oh! Arenât the horses ready?â Mechanically he opened a thick book lying on the table.
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