âEnough,â he said, striking the table with his open hand. âI beg you to listen to me, Marya Timofyevna. Do me the favour to concentrate all your attention if you can. Youâre not altogether mad, you know!â he broke out impatiently. âTomorrow I shall make our marriage public. You never will live in a palace, get that out of your head. Do you want to live with me for the rest of your life, only very far away from here? In the mountains in Switzerland, thereâs a place there.â ââ ⌠Donât be afraid. Iâll never abandon you or put you in a madhouse. I shall have money enough to live without asking anyoneâs help. You shall have a servant, you shall do no work at all. Everything you want thatâs possible shall be got for you. You shall pray, go where you like, and do what you like. I wonât touch you. I wonât go away from the place myself at all. If you like, I wonât speak to you all my life, or if you like, you can tell me your stories every evening as you used to do in Petersburg in the corners. Iâll read aloud to you if you like. But it must be all your life in the same place, and that place is a gloomy one. Will you? Are you ready? You wonât regret it, torment me with tears and curses, will you?â
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