āRational feelings and worthy of a citizen, but you can take my word for it, Shatov will spend scarcely anything, if he is willing to become ever so little a man of sound ideas instead of the fantastic person he is. He has only not to do anything stupid, not to raise an alarm, not to run about the town with his tongue out. If we donāt restrain him he will be knocking up all the doctors of the town before the morning; he waked all the dogs in my street. Thereās no need of doctors Iāve said already. Iāll answer for everything. You can hire an old woman if you like to wait on you, that wonāt cost much. Though he too can do something besides the silly things heās been doing. Heās got hands and feet, he can run to the chemistās without offending your feelings by being too benevolent. As though it were a case of benevolence! Hasnāt he brought you into this position? Didnāt he make you break with the family in which you were a governess, with the egoistic object of marrying you? We heard of it, you knowā āā ⦠though he did run for me like one possessed and yell so all the street could hear. I wonāt force myself upon anyone and have come only for your sake, on the principle that all of us are bound to hold together! And I told him so before I left the house. If you think I am in the way, goodbye, I only hope you wonāt have trouble which might so easily be averted.ā
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