âWait, be quiet; let me speak. Afterwards you shall, though really I donât know what you can answer me,â she said in a rapid patter. âThe twelve hundred roubles of your pension I consider a sacred obligation to pay you as long as you live. Though why a sacred obligation, simply a contract; that would be a great deal more real, wouldnât it? If you like, weâll write it out. Special arrangements have been made in case of my death. But you are receiving from me at present lodging, servants, and your maintenance in addition. Reckoning that in money it would amount to fifteen hundred roubles, wouldnât it? I will add another three hundred roubles, making three thousand roubles in all. Will that be enough a year for you? I think thatâs not too little? In any extreme emergency I would add something more. And so, take your money, send me back my servants, and live by yourself where you like in Petersburg, in Moscow, abroad, or here, only not with me. Do you hear?â
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