âI beg you to. Youâll do me the greatest favour. Listen, Mavriky Nikolaevitch,â she went on, speaking in an emphatic, obstinate, excited, and rapid voice. âYou must kneel down; I must see you kneel down. If you wonât, donât come near me. I insist, I insist!â
I donât know what she meant by it; but she insisted upon it relentlessly, as though she were in a fit. Mavriky Nikolaevitch, as we shall see later, set down these capricious impulses, which had been particularly frequent of late, to outbreaks of blind hatred for him, not due to spite, for, on the contrary, she esteemed him, loved him, and respected him, and he knew that himselfâ âbut from a peculiar unconscious hatred which at times she could not control.