Pavel Ivanitch’s heart beat still more violently. … Involuntarily, with no desire to do so, he suddenly pictured to himself the half-darkness of the arbour. … A graceful fair girl with a little blue hat and a turn-up nose rose before his imagination. He saw her, abashed by her love and trembling all over, timidly approach him, breathing excitedly, and … suddenly clasping him in her arms.
“If I weren’t married it would be all right …” he mused, driving sinful ideas out of his head. “Though … for once in my life, it would do no harm to have the experience, or else one will die without knowing what. … And my wife, what will it matter to her? Thank God, for eight years I’ve never moved one step away from her. … Eight years of irreproachable duty! Enough of her. … It’s positively vexatious. … I’m ready to go to spite her!”
Trembling all over and holding his breath, Pavel Ivanitch went up to the arbour, wreathed with ivy and wild vine, and peeped into it. … A smell of dampness and mildew reached him. …
“I believe there’s nobody …” he thought, going into the arbour, and at once saw a human silhouette in the corner.
The silhouette was that of a man. … Looking more closely, Pavel Ivanitch recognised his wife’s brother, Mitya, a student, who was staying with them at the villa.
“Oh, it’s you …” he growled discontentedly, as he took off his hat and sat down.
“Yes, it’s I …” answered Mitya.
Two minutes passed in silence.
“Excuse me, Pavel Ivanitch,” began Mitya: “but might I ask you to leave me alone? … I am thinking over the dissertation for my degree and … and the presence of anybody else prevents my thinking.”