āIdyllicā āaffair of the heart, my dear lady,ā Behrens said, and held Louisa Ziemssenās hand in his own two, the size of shovels, looking down at her with his goggling, watery, bloodshot eyes. āIām tremendously glad it is taking such a gratifying course, and he doesnāt need to go through with oedema of the glottis or any indignity of that sort, he will be spared a lot of messing about. The heart is giving out rapidly, lucky for him and for us; we can do our duty with camphor injections and the like, without much chance of drawing things out. He will sleep a good deal at the end, and his dreams will be pleasant, I think I can promise you that; even if he shouldnāt go off in his sleep, still it will be a short crossing, heāll scarcely notice, you may rely upon it. Itās so in the majority of cases, at bottomā āI know what death is, I am an old retainer of his; and believe me, heās overrated. Almost nothing to him. Of course, all kinds of beastliness can happen beforehandā ābut it isnāt fair to count those in, they are as living as life itself, and can just as well lead up to a cure. But about deathā āno one who came back from it could tell you anything, because we donāt realize it. We come out of the dark and go into the dark again, and in between lie the experiences of our life.
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