Like an evil deity, his jealousy was inspiring Swann, was thrusting him on towards destruction. It was not his fault, but Odetteâs alone, if at first his punishment was not more severe.
âMy darling,â he began again, âitâs all over now; was it with anyone I know?â
âNo, I swear it wasnât; besides, I think I exaggerated, I never really went as far as that.â
He smiled, and resumed with: âJust as you like. It doesnât really matter, but itâs unfortunate that you canât give me any name. If I were able to form an idea of the person that would prevent my ever thinking of her again. I say it for your own sake, because then I shouldnât bother you any more about it. Itâs so soothing to be able to form a clear picture of things in oneâs mind. What is really terrible is what one cannot imagine. But youâve been so sweet to me; I donât want to tire you. I do thank you, with all my heart, for all the good that you have done me. Iâve quite finished now. Only one word more: how many times?â