In the confusion of the night mists which still hung in rags of pink and blue over the water littered with the pearly fragments of the dawn, boats were going past smiling at the slanting light which gilded their sails and the point of their bowsprits as when they are homeward bound at evening: a scene imaginary, chilling and deserted, a pure evocation of the sunset which did not rest, as at evening, upon the sequence of the hours of the day which I was accustomed to see precede it, detached, interpolated, more unsubstantial even than the horrible image of Montjouvain which it did not succeed in cancelling, covering, concealingā āa poetical, vain image of memory and dreams. āBut come,ā my mother was saying, āyou said nothing unpleasant about her, you told me that she bored you a little, that you were glad you had given up the idea of marrying her. There is no reason for you to cry like that. Remember, your Mamma is going away today and canāt bear to leave her big baby in such a state. Especially, my poor boy, as I havenāt time to comfort you. Even if my things are packed, one has never any time on the morning of a journey.ā āIt is not that.ā And then, calculating the future, weighing well my desires, realising that such an affection on Albertineās part for
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