About Albertine, I felt that I should never find out anything, that, out of that tangled mass of details of fact and falsehood, I should never unravel the truth: and that it would always be so, unless I were to shut her up in prison (but prisoners escape) until the end. This evening, this conviction gave me only a vague uneasiness, in which however I could detect a shuddering anticipation of long periods of suffering to come.

ā€œNo,ā€ I replied, ā€œI told you a moment ago that I should not be free for the next three weeks⁠—no more tomorrow than any other day.ā€ ā€œVery well, in that caseā ā€Šā ā€¦ I shall come this very instantā ā€Šā ā€¦ it’s a nuisance, because I am at a friend’s house, and sheā ā€Šā ā€¦ā€ I saw that she had not believed that I would accept her offer to come, which therefore was not sincere, and I decided to force her hand.

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