M. de Charlus, with whom he had the satisfaction of being able to speak of her openly (for the most trivial remarks that he uttered now, even to people who had never heard of her, had always some sort of reference to Odette), he said to him:
âI believe, all the same, that she loves me; she is so nice to me now, and she certainly takes an interest in what I do.â
And if, when he was starting off for her house, getting into his carriage with a friend whom he was to drop somewhere on the way, his friend said: âHullo! that isnât Loredan on the box?â with what melancholy joy would Swann answer him:
âOh! Good heavens, no! I can tell you, I darenât take Loredan when I go to the Rue La PĂ©rouse; Odette doesnât like me to have Loredan, she thinks he doesnât suit me. What on earth is one to do? Women, you know, women. My dear fellow, she would be furious. Oh, lord, yes; Iâve only to take RĂ©mi there; I should never hear the last of it!â