So the matter ended, and Eugène calmed down, hoping that as he had lived for a year without seeing her, so things would go on now. âBesides, VasĂli NikolĂĄich will speak to IvĂĄn the clerk; IvĂĄn will speak to her, and she will understand that I donât want it,â said Eugène to himself, and he was glad he had forced himself to speak to VasĂli NikolĂĄich, hard as it had been to do so.
âYes, it is better, much better, than that feeling of doubt, that feeling of shame.â He shuddered at the mere remembrance of his sin in thought.