âBut, Mamma, suppose I loved a girl who has no fortune, would you expect me to sacrifice my feelings and my honor for the sake of money?â he asked his mother, not realizing the cruelty of his question and only wishing to show his noble-mindedness.
âNo, you have not understood me,â said his mother, not knowing how to justify herself. âYou have not understood me, NikĂłlenka. It is your happiness I wish for,â she added, feeling that she was telling an untruth and was becoming entangled. She began to cry.
âMamma, donât cry! Only tell me that you wish it, and you know I will give my life, anything, to put you at ease,â said NikolĂĄy. âI would sacrifice anything for youâ âeven my feelings.â
But the countess did not want the question put like that: she did not want a sacrifice from her son, she herself wished to make a sacrifice for him.
âNo, you have not understood me, donât let us talk about it,â she replied, wiping away her tears.