When they reached the MyasnĂtski Street and could no longer hear the shouts of the mob, the count began to repent. He remembered with dissatisfaction the agitation and fear he had betrayed before his subordinates. âThe mob is terribleâ âdisgusting,â he said to himself in French. âThey are like wolves whom nothing but flesh can appease.â âCount! One God is above us both!ââ âVereshchĂĄginâs words suddenly recurred to him, and a disagreeable shiver ran down his back. But this was only a momentary feeling and Count RostopchĂn smiled disdainfully at himself. âI had other duties,â thought he. âThe people had to be appeased. Many other victims have perished and are perishing for the public goodââ âand he began thinking of his social duties to his family and to the city entrusted to him, and of himselfâ ânot himself as FĂ«dor VasĂlyevich RostopchĂn (he fancied that FĂ«dor VasĂlyevich RostopchĂn was sacrificing himself for the public good) but himself as governor, the representative of authority and of the Tsar. âHad I been simply FĂ«dor VasĂlyevich my course of action would have been quite different, but it was my duty to safeguard my life and dignity as commander in chief.â
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