āIn the first place, there must have been such a confusion and crowding on the dam that was being attacked that if RaĆ©vski did lead his sons there, it could have had no effect except perhaps on some dozen men nearest to him,ā thought he, āthe rest could not have seen how or with whom RaĆ©vski came onto the dam. And even those who did see it would not have been much stimulated by it, for what had they to do with RaĆ©vskiās tender paternal feelings when their own skins were in danger? And besides, the fate of the Fatherland did not depend on whether they took the SaltĆ”nov dam or not, as we are told was the case at Thermopylae. So why should he have made such a sacrifice? And why expose his own children in the battle? I would not have taken my brother PĆ©tya there, or even IlyĆn, whoās a stranger to me but a nice lad, but would have tried to put them somewhere under cover,ā NikolĆ”y continued to think, as he listened to Zdrzhinski. But he did not express his thoughts, for in such matters, too, he had gained experience. He knew that this tale redounded to the glory of our arms and so one had to pretend not to doubt it. And he acted accordingly.
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