Nikoláy was spending the last of his leave at home. A fourth letter had come from Prince Andréy, from Rome, in which he wrote that he would have been on his way back to Russia long ago had not his wound unexpectedly reopened in the warm climate, which obliged him to defer his return till the beginning of the new year. Natásha was still as much in love with her betrothed, found the same comfort in that love, and was still as ready to throw herself into all the pleasures of life as before; but at the end of the fourth month of their separation she began to have fits of depression which she could not master. She felt sorry for herself: sorry that she was being wasted all this time and of no use to anyone⁠—while she felt herself so capable of loving and being loved.

Things were not cheerful in the Rostóvs’ home.

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