Pierre shook his head and went on. In another side street a sentinel standing beside a green caisson shouted at him, but only when the shout was threateningly repeated and he heard the click of the manâs musket as he raised it did Pierre understand that he had to pass on the other side of the street. He heard nothing and saw nothing of what went on around him. He carried his resolution within himself in terror and haste, like something dreadful and alien to him, for, after the previous nightâs experience, he was afraid of losing it. But he was not destined to bring his mood safely to his destination. And even had he not been hindered by anything on the way, his intention could not now have been carried out, for Napoleon had passed the ArbĂĄt more than four hours previously on his way from the DorogomĂlov suburb to the KrĂ©mlin, and was now sitting in a very gloomy frame of mind in a royal study in the KrĂ©mlin, giving detailed and exact orders as to measures to be taken immediately to extinguish the fire, to prevent looting, and to reassure the inhabitants. But Pierre did not know this; he was entirely absorbed in what lay before him, and was torturedâ âas those are who obstinately undertake a task that is impossible for them not because of its difficulty but because of its incompatibility with their naturesâ âby the fear of weakening at the decisive moment and so losing his self-esteem.
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